It’s my first day…i guess i came in with the right attitude, even though i couldn’t help but spend some serious amount of time last night thinking about today…what to do.
I could and probably will bury myself in work. Sad part is that if i really start working, i’ll probably finish all this bullshit in no time and then what?
I could have a staring contest with the computer..who would win? I can be really persistent.
Slowly but surely, this thing called life (and yeah, its filled with a ton of sarcasm and irony) is getting on my last nerve. There must be an out!
P.S. I’d like to trade my 3 series in for a Beetle. Any thoughts? Anybody?
Oh come on!
2:56 This day has been dragging like no other. On a quest to kill my boredom with something more intelligent than a session of nose picking i start searching the world wide web for some entertainment. Why do they call it so wide anyways? I wasn’t able to find anything that could even mildly stimulate my tired brain cells. From looking at stupid pictures that just made me sleepy, to reading little jokes, which to their defense, did bring a grin to my face, i ended up finding nothing! Nada! Niet!
This day reminds me of the summer days of last year, when i was here at the office, all by my lonesome, with nothing do to but look busy. It’s quite a task when you have nothing to work with.
I admit, there is work that could keep me busy, but i just cant make myself get near it. It covers my desk like a layer of dust; it’s everywhere and still it doesn’t bother me. It’s ironic because there are days when a million people ask for my attention and then there are days like today, where no troubled soul seems to remember my existence, and i do my best no to fall in a barrel of self pity. Good thing is i learned how to swim in it, so i manage to get out and then fall in again.
Despite this fruitless day, i’m still in an ok mood. What a stupid thing to say, i know.
In my quest to defeat boredom i also came across some other people’s blogs and all i could read was lavish stories of self destruction. It seems that a lot of people are in dire need of a shrink. We should form a society, maybe they will give us our own land and then we could have our own country. That’d be SUPER! I find it utterly sad, and interesting at the same time, to see teenagers of today (not that i’m so much older, thank you very much) that seem to think that a punk rock hair style gone wrong and some washed out Gothic clothes will give them an identity. I saw like 60 pictures of an 18 year old girl with red hair, a piercing in her chin, and the make up of all of England on her face, trying to be interesting by portraying herself as a walking corpse with a splash of color. I thought that is out of style already? So much for being unique.
So, now it’s like 3:21…i’m close to the end of this horrid day. The sun is shining, the bed is awaiting, and nothing interesting will happen.
Tonight is friends night out. It seems like we attempt to be “cool” again once in a while , but after getting together we realize that its not as easy as it seems. Nobody gets drunk anymore, everybody is tired of working, and most of us are just too bored with ourself and our surroundings.
I’m tired of this life. Next please!
