So, today is much better than Friday. Obviously. It’s around 2:53 and just now did i find time to bore the world around me (and that’s being totally ignorant and thinking that somebody reads this crap) a little bit.
So, my weekend with the friends totally sucked. Friday night, before going out, i was close to a nervous break down. Dressed, showered, ready to go, i noticed that my feet don’t feet my fancy shoes anymore. I didn’t even pay attention to the way my thyroid problem affected that part of my body. Friday i had a reality check and i felt like hiding under the bed until the world is over.
In the end, i put on some sandals on and went out. Big mistake. I got there and after a bottle and a half of wine (my friends drank, not I) i got a speech from one of the bf’s of my friends about how i but in too much and shit like that. I got super mad and totally disappointed. I spoke my mind and the whole ambiance went to the shitters. I got up and left.
So, Friday night i was called a whore, a bitch, and then some…by my friends; i should call them my ex-friends because then and there they became nobody’s for me. I can’t believe that concern for a girlfriend is perceived as butting in. Whatever, i have no more concern left for her..or anybody else for that matter. If asked, i might reconsider, but for right now, DON’T CARE!
Today, my cold decided to revisit me. I think it’s going to stick for a while. I’d say i feel like a dog, even though i don’t understand why people make the connection. Whatever, throat hurts, nose is running, head hurts, fever is present, and crabbiness is up the roof.
It won’t end soon though, because today, as ironic as it seems, i have a full schedule and i probably won’t be able to feel the softness of the couch/bed until like 9 pm. FUCK! Usually, every other day that is, i get home around 4, with nothing further to do and boredom as far as they eye can see. Today, is not that day!
Sun is shining though…so let’s look on the bright side. Yeah right!
